Friday, March 11, 2011 2:11 PM
The Bathroom Horror
So i'm working near the "hookers district" and i really needed the loo so i went the the public toilet at the mall near by. I know its rude to listen to others conversation but the bunch of damn girls spoke as if the whole freaking toilet was a club aint my fault, i was just happy the cubicle didnt stink.
And a girl started the convo : " eh i slept with him last night cause his wife went to her mothers house with the kids, innocent biatch doesnt knw wat she is missing, damn that boy got a booty like *******" kk skip the details. Then her friend asked her why she still seeing the guy cause its like been 2 years and he not divorcing, she said "okay what he gives me all of his attention, and his there for me when i need him, his good with what he does and i like our random dinner besides he says i'm way better than her, see i told you i was good * burst out giggling*". i got out from the cubicle: the curiousity became disgust. Since when has being cheap counted as "empowerment"?...Hey, I'm all for getting in touch with the "inner goddess" by pole dancing you're way to "new you", but you can't get lobster thermidore out of a can of tuna.You know having a vagina doesn't make it obligatory for you to breed really, get a life.I mean there are lots of single women in the world that have yet to spontaneously combust due to lack of the presence of a penis.
Sleeping around is one thing but sleeping with a man who has kids and a wife is another messed up story why'd you do dat for? its not that your oblivious to the fact that his got a ring on his finger but saying that you want the ring in all the right places? seriously wtf!!
Going to that bathroom was a oh goodness gracious me moment, i mean see alot of them hookers walking around earning a living out of it and mostly are unaware the guy is married. But damn! you knew he was married u think his kids are cute unlike the faggot mother which a.k.a is his wife lah skank. Yea he is in the wrong too but come on put yourself in her shoes would you want some bitch groping your man?
No shame No backbone No friggid spine to realise that the dude just using you for a temp job and your kinda FOC. I mean after 2 years and he hasnt divorced kinda said alot dont you think?
Monday, February 7, 2011 10:53 PM
History kinda brought back that missing SMILE
Monday, January 3, 2011 8:42 PM
Big Bang Bust
"When I was eighteen and I didn't have a boyfriend, I never felt bad about it. Because I figured someday I would. My friends and I had plenty of fun alone. What ruins the fun is the fear that you'll be that way forever"
Today was preetty messed up, i started it off with the crippled indian boy finding my friendster account which is blardy pai seh to the max of anything maxingly possible. haiz takes that mtf to find shit like that. Secretly i would have found it hilarious oh wells i was young and foolish (still tryna find myself kinda shit). I really hope he doesnt find my blog cause that would be another bust.
Another bust : SHit he knows he so damn knows should i hide my face under ultimate damnation = i dont know how to face the world cause they know. OMG and its a freaking conspiracy. haiz thats it, its on with the new.
Thats kinda the policy : once thou knows thy shall have to move on.
In other words never put yourself six feet under their foot with foolish hopes and dreams when you know your cover is blown.
Sunday, January 2, 2011 8:21 PM
2011
- Improve GPA = step closer to UNIVERSITY
- Focus on Studies instead of drama
- Take my damn triangle plate off
- Get a new car
- Plan for daddy 50th next Year
- Read : "shit i'm 20 what do i do with my life"
- Stop obsessing over Blackbear
- Maybe play more sports
- Catch Up with my lost frens _haiz_ *miss them*
- Wine, Dine And have an awesome Time
Yea Blogs are cheesy its so last century but it sure as hell takes a whole lot of angst moments outta your system!
Thursday, November 11, 2010 10:28 PM
TRULLY Amazing
OBJECT OF DESPAIR
(By Fahim Firfiray)
Emma is a lawyer
And so is Aisha too
Colleagues going into court
At circa half past two
Its 1 O'Clock right now
They grab a bite before the trial
They chat about this and that
Conversing with a smile
Aisha is in full hijab
With a loose all over suit
Emma's in her business wear
With accessories taboot
Emma's really quite bemused
At Aisha's godly ways
She looks Aisha in the eyes
And very firmly says
You're a smart girl Aisha
Why do you wear that across your hair?
Subjugated by "man"-kind
An object of despair
Take it off my sister
Let your banner be unfurled
Don't blindly follow all around
DECLARE YOUR FREEDOM TO THE WORLD
Aisha is amazed
But not the least bit shy
She bravely puts her milkshake down
And gives Emma the reply
My dear sister Emma,
Why do you dress the way you do?
The skirt you're wearing round your waist,
Is it really you?
Now that we've sat down
I see you tug it across your thighs,
Do you feel ashamed?
Aware of prying eyes?
I see the way you're sitting,
Both legs joined at the knees,
Who forces you to sit like that?
Do you feel at ease?
I'll tell you who obliges you,
To dress the way you do,
Gucci, Klein, and St. Laurent
All have designs on you!
In the main, its men my friend,
Who dictate the whims of fashion,
Generating all the garb,
To incite the basest passion
"Sex Sells" there is no doubt
But who buys with such great haste,
The answer is likes like you,
Because they want to be embraced...
They want to be accepted,
On a level playing field
Sure, with brain and intellect
But with body parts revealed
Intelligence and reason
Are useful by and by
But if you want to make a mark
Stay appealing to the eye
You claim your skirt is office like
A business dress of sorts
Would we not laugh at Tony Blair?
If he turned up in shorts?
His could be the poshest of pants
Pinstripe from Saville Rowe
But walking round like that my friend
He'd really have to go
Why do you douse yourself in creams
To make your skin so milky?
Why do you rip off all your hair
To keep your body silky?
A simple shower's all you need
To stay respectable and clean
The time and money that you spend
Is really quite obscene
Why do you wake up at dawn,
To apply a firm foundation,
Topped with make up and the like,
In one chaotic combination?
And if you should have to leave the house
Devoid of this routine
Why do you feel insecure
That you should not be seen?
Be free my sister Emma
Escape from your deep mire
Don hijab today my friend
And all Islam's attire
Avoid all those sickly stares
Or whistles from afar
Walk down the street with dignity
Take pride in who you are
Strength lies in anonymity
Be a shadow in the crowd
Until you speak and interact
When your voice will carry loud
You're a smart girl Emma
Wear this across your hair
Don't be subjugated by "man"-kind
An object of despair
To use your very words my friend
Let your banner be unfurled
Don't blindly follow all around
DECLARE YOUR FREEDOM TO THE WORLD
Sunday, September 5, 2010 1:55 AM
Penis and Vagina
Excuse my crude title but i've got alot more anger management issues to deal with, couldnt come up with a better way to phrase the boy girl shit lalallaa.
I'm gonna say this yes scream it if i could DAMN IT ARGHHHHHH. Whats the the difference between your damn son and me goodness gracious me! I'm way older than him! He just hit puberty and i'm close to loosing my hormones- age doesnt change shit!
So the SON says: Dad i'm going out, friends place at Ang Mo Kio or somewhere like that, see you later.
Dad says: oh okay Mum sending you?
Son: Not sure should be.
Dad : Okay ( walks away)
Now daughter goes up to him later on that same night and says : Dad can i go study with my frens tmr at school?
Dad : What ?! for what??
Daughter : I need help with my family law subject thought i 'd get some help from friends.
Dad: No No if you want ask them to come over your place. i'll be home anyway. Nonsense
I emphasize the fact that i shitting wanted to get help from my friends but nooooooooooooooooo. Was it so damn difficult to say yea okay sure. Its not like i was going to town or my fren's house OMG OMG OMG its the freaking school. The smelly old boring- like school, the shit is wrong with this !!!
I wanna fuckin study not screw some dude over you know! Mother of all shitness lah. This is so messed up. Frustration really bites on the ass. I'm really tempted to scream BITCHHHHHHHHHes I was born cursed. Cause i dont have a freaking penis. MY manhood cant be used to get what i want! seriously lah gender crisis MUCH!YEA i get it ,the penis in the family always get the shit they want right? the dating of girls! the party out times with frens! the chance for a boarding school! the fucking freedom!
and i'm stuck with picking up the pieces of my family, planning the birthday parties, taking care of the siblings, making sure household is good shape for the parents, stay home safety kit, no boyfren policy, study close to home bullshit, no going out with frens to pollute your mind nonsense and THE ANTI-FREEDOM dummy. THE LIFE of the vagina's in the family. FML
GETs better everyday: story of the 18 year old socially inactive vagina
Wednesday, August 11, 2010 5:34 PM
DOO DOO DA
Mi casa u casa bullshit. Alrighty heres the drill : ITS FREAKING study break YAHOOOOOO. Well my life's been a rather tangled knot and alright not so drastic lah. Frustrations so far kept a side. Sadness drama left into a lil box. Yea you know the pull out the emo brakes and hop onto the HAPPY DOO DAA ride kinda thing.
Its kinda been dead, wait not really dead, more of a I know what you did last summer dead, where you feel like the person is dead but its actually quite alive and killing all your friends. Yea thats probably me right now. Clueless to why i'm lacking the adventure boots and challenging backpack ideal life i preferred. You know the always on a fast track, jumping hoops and playing black jack bullshit. I miss poker damn it. i've been such a whuss playing bejeweled.
Its official i'm turning boring. I'm being too laid back its maddening!!
Thats it : no more daaa daa doo time, gotta crap up to get a job, pull onto the career drive and earn some Yusuf Ishaks babeh!
Monday, July 12, 2010 10:41 PM
"THE" Convo
Nona : Tomorrow lunch amacaammz?
Shikiz : before contract lec??? bleh ke pe??
Nona : set ah blood, gua ade accounting abes kol 11 ah
Shikiz : gua sampai gitu gua telephone bloods bleh tak??
Nona : takble ah blood, hp gua dah mati ah. lu gi call blood itam bleh?
Shikiz : kmak si blood itam tu, okay lah bleh lah..ape2 gua msg itam..kul 2 gitu? lau lmbat blood gi mkn dlu ah
Shikiz : kull ke pe
Nona : gua ader contract tutorial kol 2 ah. kimak sial
Shikiz : lamak lau gitu blood gi jumpa sblum contract lec dah, tea time leh?
Nona : kalao sempat gua dont mind uh. pape gua msg kae? outzz
Nona : XDD we never spoke of this
Shikiz : :) *sealed lips*
Hhahaha my first ever attempt in speaking the lingo i'd say pretty well done hahaha
( one of the stupid things we could do )....
Lisah A.K.A Nona gosh i miss her shit
Omar A.K.A Itam i cldnt resist adding his shit into the pic
Tuesday, July 6, 2010 10:52 PM
The girl.....
I wanna be the girl that always comes first,
I wanna be the girl he never wants to live without,
I wanna be the girl who's hand he's holding,
I wanna be the girl he looks at and smiles and then says to his friends, "That's her, she's the one."
A girl asked a boy if she was pretty. He said no.
Then she asked him he liked her and he said no.
She asked him if he wanted to be with her forever. He said no.
She then asked him if he would cry if she walked away. He again said no.
She had heard too much. She needed to leave. As she walked away........
he grabbed her arm and told her to stay.
He said "You're not pretty, you're beautiful.
I don't like you, I love you.
I don't want to be with you forever, I need to be with you forever, and
I wouldn't cry if you walked away, I would die.
Sunday, June 27, 2010 11:49 PM
3 becomes 2 + 1Thought it was an awesome song - Pressure PARAMORE
Reality check i need to see it's time to deal with changes
Tell me where our time went
And if it was time well spent
Just dont let me fall asleep
Feeling empty again
Cause I fear I might break
And I fear I cant take it
Some night I'll lie awake
Feeling empty
I can feel the Pressure
its getting closer now
We're better off without you
I can feel the pressure
its getting closer now
We're better off without you
And theres nothing else to show
For all of the days that were spent
carrying away from hope
Somethings I'll never know
And I had to let them go
I'm sitting all alone
Feeling empty
I can feel the pressure
its getting closer now
We're better off without you
I can feel the pressure
its getting closer now
We're better off without you
Without you
Somethings I'll never know
And I had to let them go
Somethings I'll never know
And I had to let them go
But I'm sitting all alone
Feeling empty
I can feel the pressure
its getting closer now
We're better off without you
Feel the pressure
its getting closer now
You're better off without me
Wednesday, June 23, 2010 12:05 AM
Sista Dear
She is the girl that calls me "Peter" in a really weird british voice
The one that i laugh with about boys
My freaking skank and my whore
The blardy bitch i'd do anything for
She makes me straighten her hair at weird hours
Blardy ass would steal my que when its time to shower
Sometimes that swine makes me late for school
Just to see if her backpack and shoes look cool
Yet the lil annoying things that she does
Like her constant nags and her fuss
Are the ones i miss the most
SO heres your post
LOVE YEA SKANKY
Sunday, June 20, 2010 11:30 PM
"the" decision
I've been told to scramble all thoughts of ever wanting a guy who looks like you. They say your characters/personalities are all the same, the ones you hang out with are the ones that will be the death of you. If you need the company well too bad your the only one to blame. So now make the damn decision.
When you are trap in such hatred towards him how do you see a possibility of me being happy? If you say you dont want me to fall then why trip my source of gravity?
Now you want me to do the impossible, break his heart and shatter mine thats what parents are for right? They watch you crumble thinking you'll be better in time. You know right about now i rather be cheated then defeated by the two most important people in my life. I cant believe you'd do this. Threaten to disown me or force me into slavery? so whats my choice? is it really my life then?
Friday, June 18, 2010 6:28 PM
Like theives : Steal your love and leave
He Likes roaming,
I Like Stayin In,
i Like Romancing,
He Like Rolling With Friends,
I'm Too Loyal..,
And Too Focused..,
To Be Losing..,
And Be Hopeless..,
When I Spoke This,
He Rejoiced it,
Said Your Word Get Me Open,
So I Closed It,
Where Your Clothes Is,
I'm Only Lovin' For The Moment.
I've finally made my mind up, sort it through, talk a lil crap too, maybe said somethings that probably made me feel like i was probably just as cheesy as you but i guess it was good to let it out. First fight i've had haha! but hey what the shit it helped me through. Guess your sticking around :)
" You'll start and i'll follow behind, one way or another your still mine " did you have to say that i mean seriously damn! i'm turning gay-er by the moment fuck it.
Thursday, June 17, 2010 3:45 PM
" THE Good Guy "
Awesome movie really an eye-opener. Helps confused lil hopeless date-ers to decide if they are really in love with the "one" haha well actually you never really know who the "one" is but you could wish about it i think?? not sure. Its not as cheesy as it looks and makes even the sweet talkers look like faggots
Difference between a phase and love,
Phase : probably when you think the dude couldnt get any sweeter, his like really adorable omg i think i really am falling for him bullshit but when it comes to shit hitting the fence you dont really feel that connection after awhile when your brain starts to think about it. Maybe you thought the ideal guy was good with words but do you miss him so much you dread not being able to see him? AFter the cheesyness is he the one you wanna text or call let alone have a convo with? is it love then or just a phase?
Attraction is a good word, crush well not so, a lil fun under the sun could be one but why cant i seem to describe you. Its like a freaking puzzle. We have fun convos YES, supportive definitely YES, sweet & gentlement -like hell YES, stable and loyal uhhh YES.
Maybe its because it doesnt keep me on my toes, on the edge kinda thing, i dont feel the EMPH factor that crazy ass wowness that gets me feeling like a dizzy dim whit. I think its called chemistry between to people? Where is the volume , the complexity , the 'dare to be crazy' i'll jump off a roof with you, the adventure, the witty rants and raw emotions gone BOOM feeling? Its missing.... guess i just got swept away with sweetness? i wanted a nice guy hopeleessly sensitive dude but where is the balls of fury feeling?
Saturday, June 12, 2010 3:06 PM
Stitch & Pooh
Pooh : 1 4 3
Stitch : cool maths number pattern
Suntec & Esplanade 0h and Marina Awesome places :) nice view, great times boo.
(nightmare on elm street was freaky i swear)
I'd walked into a wall
Probably tripped on my own feet and fall
But then your hand came to sight
Without a word you held me tight
I'd cry in the middle of my sleepProbably from the cuts that burn deep
But you never wanted to walk away
Hush my darling you'll be okay
He has words of the Mr cheesy
not the dick dates like Mc Squeezy
The kinda that gives a jacket worth smiling for
The sweet surrender that i trully adore (always be my whore) heee
Friday, June 11, 2010 2:51 PM
Girls & Boys
The problem with boys is that they make you think they love you when they don't. The problem with girls are they make you think they don't love you when they really do. Just like how girls would give sex for love and how easily guys spit love for the sex.
Keep eyes sharp dont sell yourself short
Friday, June 4, 2010 4:27 PM
NO not AGAIN!
BA my friends really paint the sexiest picture in my life, yes the sexiest thing i need to make my day loook like a freaking heaven. It gives me so much freaking patience not wanting to kill my own members in the process of doing events. MY HATE List! newly created thanks to the good old chaps that just makes me wanna thank god for patience!
- Exco-member who vanishes everytime events gets tough to handle
- Me sacrificing arms and legs to ensure numbers are kept even when i stupidly know i cant
- Tolerating the shit that organizers spit out in my ear reagarding the performance of a committee member
- Feeling so panicky everytime only 2 people turn up out of the four who stated attendance
- I get clingy to what i do so much so i dont attend class though i am super weak in that area! i'm failing accounts
- Grades has the possibility to drop six feet under
- When shit hits the fence! i'm the poop picker!
- Its okay to abandon ship (captain jumps over board) Sharifah can handle the crew
- oh I need manpower, manpower ,manpower ( sharifah is expected to clap hands and spread arab magic to create people from sand)
- "yes thanks i know BA main comm can do it " emails : ( LAST I CHECK BA MAIN-COMM RAN WITH THREE PEOPLE RIGHT )
Thursday, June 3, 2010 4:03 PM
Confusion my middle name?
Homer: " Marge? Since I'm not talking to Lisa, would you please ask her to pass me the syrup?"
Marge: "Dear, please pass your father the syrup, Lisa."
Lisa: "Bart, tell Dad I will only pass the syrup if it won't be used on any meat product."
Bart: "You dunkin' your sausages in that syrup homeboy?"
Homer: "Marge, tell Bart I just want to drink a nice glass of syrup like I do every morning."
Marge: "Tell him yourself, you're ignoring Lisa, not Bart."
Homer: "Bart, thank your mother for pointing that out."
Marge: "Homer, you're not not-talking to me and secondly I heard what you said."
Homer: "Lisa, tell your mother to get off my case."
Bart: "Uhhh, dad, Lisa's the one you're not talking to."
Homer: "Bart, go to your room."
I've had it with the damn tests its freaking shit. Its like one minute i seriously get what the fuck i'm doing and the next i'm screaming hoLLLy shit! thats not the way the answer suppose to be like. Throughout my accounts paper i confused myself so much so i forgot what the fuck my admin number was and i had to keep looking at my matric card to figure out what the hell i was suppose to write in the admin number blank!
Dont even get me started with MBS, to hell with it!!! first it was the ALICE 2.0 mambo jumbo now its the paper itself with data nonsense and i think something to do with ERP when i figure my life out maybe i'll put in some effort tryna firgure how the whole business crap fits in with the computer crap aites!
Monday, May 24, 2010 7:41 PM
Ma MA Mia Projecto due-lo kill me -o
I had sudden spanish accent rush :) like sugar rush! not sure if it makes sense i just added a l & o at the back of the words. heee sounds spanish ish right? haha who gives a shit. weeeeeeee
I think my family law report rocks socks man! it was freaking 18- 20 pages long though not sure if that was a smart move. hmmph shall keep that down low. so besides that shitty shit shit i havent found my dress for the wedding in KL which is approximately uhhhhh three days time oh my ! oh me! its too fast.
Oh and i think my MBS project was kinda strange, it didnt end up how we expected it to be so i just have one thing to say, ALICE 2.0 you really burn my eyes and my life i wanna stab you so hard in the system your program will force a major shutdown everytime i switch on the computer! k got it out the evil rantings of MBS systems.
I have sociology test on thursday man and next week accounting. i'm still trying to figure out the mbs exam thingy. Its kinda strange the exam format and all haiyo yo oyo yoyoyooo. AND YES contract presentation is tomorrow tomorrow lalallalalalaalalalala. Haiz i dont know lah everything just a little crazy i think i might go to school early like 9 am to catch up on all the things i've been missing due to B.A events. I feel so out of track haiz, i'm really screwed weeeeeeeeeee
Sunday, May 23, 2010 11:11 PM
I cried today... not because I miss you... or even wanted you... but because I realized I'm gonna be all right without you.
Dont hold on to the fact your were never there, just hold on to the fact you never did care.
Somehow i realised, i never needed your presence, i was really just happy with the sound of our silence
goodbye MR HeartbreaKer......
Sunday, May 16, 2010 1:14 AM
How to lose a fren in one convo
Sharifah Syifak Alsri: eh chickies mana civil defence laki kau ke pe? ·
what's with the sudden discussion about mats&minas anyway? Without ME???HAHAH
and btw, your malay language sentence structure sucks
Sharifah Syifak Alsri : marah nampak :)
yeah, you're insulting my race.
Sharifah Syifak Alsri : how did i do dat, they did it themselves i just noticed :)
Sharifah Syifak Alsri : haha lovely just jokes eh chillax :)
a Dying breed. Am proud of it.
EXTRA : Cheers to that!
Sharifah Syifak Alsri : proud dat the population of u guys are dying? but seems like its hitting baby boomers :)
eh, it's not funny anymore okay.
Sharifah Syifak Alsri : ohhhhh my bad :)
EXTRA : Ding ding. End of round 1
So by stupidly feeling cranky about all the issues i had letting it out on a fren of the same race as the reason for my crankyness wasnt exactly the brightest idea i ever had. I guess i gotta face it, now at least i know the heartless part of me fucks the living shit of the people who i care. i guess its something like : "Sure, love screws everything up. Most stalkers think they’re in love. Mothers who kill their kids talk about how much they love them. Men who beat up their wives, it’s only because they’re so in love. People slowly suffocate each other with love all the time. Love is a weapon we use to hurt the ones we love"
so to the one i've hurt day in and out i trully apologize
for the one who fell into the mess i've made i sympathize
Thursday, May 13, 2010 11:22 PM
WEEKY
I feel emotionally drained wohoooo. yes and family law is due next week how nice. Not forgetting managing business systems too. oh yea and i think contract the presentation is also next week i cant really put my finger on what day it is. Crap i think i have a full day event on thurs and morning plus night event on fri 21st shit lah! when to do my stuff. SO many research to do! die die die weeeeeeeee!
Chillax i shall take it easy for now, as i end my boring dreaded post about my unnecessary work load ranting day i just have one thing to say FUCK IT I DONT FUCKING CARE ANYMORRE!!! FUCK IT ALLL I MEAN SERIOUSLY JUST FUCK ALL THAT IS FUCKING FUCKED UP. cranky much...
Friday, April 30, 2010 12:16 AM
Crude poem
While busily doing my contract tutorial an in-genious poem came my way, its really something your mother would shut your eyes from :
Roses are red
Lemons are sour
Open your legs
& give me an hour
Kissing is a habit
Fucking is a game
Guys get all the pleasure
Girls get the pain
10 minutes of pleasure
9 months of pain
A day in hospital
A baby without a name
The baby is a bastard
the mother is a whore
this would never happened
iF THE rubber havdnt Tore
SOmehow its so damn true haiz i couldnt stop laughing but than i started to think.....that shit aint funny if it were to happen to me too!!!!!!!! I aint exactly been lucky with the guys i met, its either a butt fiesta or a chance to get a rack.
Wednesday, April 21, 2010 12:09 AM
A Week
My first week of year 2 was kinda messed up, alright other than the fact i still had time to hang with Mat & loopy lisah (hoping it still stays that way *tears*)
it was still shit cause things just started to fall apart. Haiz i wont bother running through it. I'm just to disturbed by it. Like hello i'm caught in between a battlefield. When you love them both how is it possible for you to choose which side your standing on. Now its either i ship my arse to Malaysia or stay in singapore. ANd its just shit, i wanna fall apart completely breakdown into billions of tears but i cant. I needed a shoulder but all i had was an empty seat.
Has my world completely gone bananana's ???
Isnt there a small possibility i'd get a say????
Are you going to just let everything go???
Do you expect me to deal with such circumstaances??Am i suppose to keep faking a smile just so you guys wont feel bad???
Friday, April 16, 2010 11:32 PM
History Girl
I was driving down to KC to fetch Mirah from school and i saw this bunch of KC girls laughing at some dudes at the bus stop and i was like woah standards of an IJ girl really dropped. I mean we used to have our discipline mistress stand at the busstop making sure we didnt mingle with the St P-BOys. Though that was really difficult to control, there was effort to try.. Now its like whenever and whatever to the mingling. WHats the world coming too! * over exaggeration*
And while viewing an ex classmate of mine's photo album I found my retarded KC pics haha
Well i spend my day hanging out with Mat and Gan. I think both of them make a weird combo to hang with hahaha but still very funny. I had fun eventhough we had to do up the law notice board. OH yeah ! Gan doesnt trust my driving yet he feels calm enough to smoke in the ride. Apparently Mat seems to have alot in common wih Gan which is really messed up if ur the only girl hanging with them at that moment.
Thursday, April 15, 2010 10:19 PM
Heads Up
I'mma be in a new class, okay i still cant deal with that and its starting on monday, no wait!! monday is family law lecture so i still got my homeys in the lecture hall. STart my first day of year 2 with family law at 11am yipeeeee. OKAY, i wasnt being sarcastic. i think it sounds really exciting!
Back to the class issue, right so i start my Tuesday by meeting my new classmates at officially 1300hrs for Applied Principles Ethical L...i cant remember what it stands for but i have ms charles which isnt such a bummer i guess.
Oh OH YEs my extra subject i managed to get is sociology hehehehe beats marketing! I've been organising my things and thoughts ready for my new school year. HAIz i wonder whats new this year?? By the way i just found out i have overdue books fine to pay sheesh 70cents. I cant even remember what book i took.
Anyways my mind raced with thoughts of his smile and its so cute ahhhhhh this is mental torture. But Mr dude Z is so adorable, okay a very wild dude too but still so freaking hot! I'm like counting down to 27/28/30 MAY that weekend lah where i'm gonna be in KL for some wedding and shit. Tuesday, April 13, 2010 6:46 PM
Good enough
ALrighty its kinda weird but i think i'll be alright in 2LO4. I can do it, think positive and just let it smother me with joy. As long as i'm not suffocated or strangled with dead silence i would be okay right? No man who am i kidding, i've got to start round 2 of the drama again!!!!! you've got to be shitting me. The only joy is seeing people who i am sane with in the same class. I havent even check to see if i got sociology, understanding theatre, calculus or french as a CDS. Damn what a start......
I'm gonna miss this moments though :
I guess its good news that i got into Business Ambassadors main comm, just that hmmmmm its still me with new faces to get together with. I mean hanging out with LAw inc was fun but really to get an understanding to their moods and everything was kinda messed up.
I've got a new school year to start would i be ready for it this time?or am i gonna just fly pass it. I've got three business-like subjects this time round plus family & contract law..Haiz I need to pull up my socks but also expect the worse. Bring on the lectures babeh! i should be ready, i hope..
Seeing Khadijah today dancing her lil booty off was so adorable, she is so cuteeee omg it made me miss malay dancing haiz. Those were good times my fren good times. Now i'm into the "Professional world" kinda thing. Well got my hair for that jobscope. Damn whatever happen to the rocker days i feel like my youth is being drained out. 12:54 AM
Ignorance is my new bestfren
I've been trying to ignore as much as i could only to find out its driving me insane. I mean those words keep flooding my pages and the more i see it the more i feel like its hopeless. Things have to chaange and i think its time i saw it for myself. Change happens every single day even if i pretend not to see whats going on behind my head. Which clearly tells me i need to back off. Receiving the class allocation info might be the push i need, i shouldnt linger to a picture i cant be in. Its not the same and we all see i guess it just took awhile for me.
I should be happy as it is, i did the best i could and i'm glad its going well. I made a move i need not regret because sometimes others being happy is better left for my words to be unsaid.......
Monday, April 12, 2010 12:09 AM
Pile UP
SO there are Stacks and stacks of papers, books and files just glaring at me wondering when the hell i'm gonna take a looksy. I've been dealing with that mess for at least a few weeks but the freaking mountain doesnt seem to wanna be a flat surface again.SO its back to work soon or i might be having a cramp start to my school week.
My weekend was totally burned out with soccer shitties.
Firstly i realise it must be really sad, how dumb talented players meet bimbos. I wonder how their love story starts. But the bottom line is when people say strictly a party for player it means party for players who actually put on the boots and walk on the field and kick some balls. I know your partners are good with your balls but really was their presence welcomed in the first place? creates unnecessary piles of crap onto the land i walk upon.
I cant believe i spend a weekend with their oh abang! jangan gitu lah nanti i takuuut, alah bang kiter gi duduk sama2 kat situ laaah. B i nak itu leh tak alah i syg u banyak banyak *annoying laughters included*
- I kept getting chainsawed with stupid meaningless questions,
- buried over with tons of duties
- literally a hit on the face with bimbos
I cant believe i spend a weekend with their oh abang! jangan gitu lah nanti i takuuut, alah bang kiter gi duduk sama2 kat situ laaah. B i nak itu leh tak alah i syg u banyak banyak *annoying laughters included*Its crazy how i just realise that when people keep piling up how they feel about something it eventually gets to them to the extent they crack even when the person didnt do something wrong at that very moment you decide to lash out at them. Funny how bottled up emotions just makes you look sane for a minute and simply looney the next.
Maybe i should start ignoring the reasons for the feelings and pretend the issues isnt around then it might actually help me feel less frustrated with the shit.
Thursday, April 8, 2010 9:49 PM
Speedy Express DAy
- Mr dude Z comes into the picture "& speaks wank master lingo"
Mat orangecalls to say whatsup after like three weeks of silenceFiztried for a hit & run but i gave a "i barely know you" speech and wtf lookChesscalls and sudden messages flows nicely- Playa still hanging around like air buddy
5 hits you in a day and your spinning circles twirling with paranoia. OKAY this is a sign? I should stop playing around and focus on what i'm really suppose to be doing. Yes i get it, i'm having too much fun and its sinful really, haiz. time to grow a metal heart and a brain. I'll stick to seriousity with Mr dude and studies pinky promise :) so no more spinning, paranoid feeling isnt as fun as it sounds.